Adieu Kunle Apantaku
By O Bolaji
“Upon our
son Larry James Olukunle Apantaku falls the hierarchy!” . This phrase will
always haunt me to my grave; penned by Kunle Apantaku in his debut novel when
he was a kid; the erstwhile Lagos-based lawyer and writer who has just died.
Kunle was only 15 – 16 when he churned out his first remarkable novel – which
alas was never published.
Kunle, a very close childhood friend of mine, was
a born writer, a man with remarkable imaginative skills, nous and savvy. He
should have gone on to become one of the greatest writers Nigeria and Africa
has ever produced. Nigeria of course continues to lead the continent in this
wise having produced the likes of Chinua Achebe, Wole Soyinka, Chukwuemeka Ike,John
Munonye, Ola Rotimi, Ben Okri, Helon
Habila, Chimama Ngozi, Adochie, Sefi Ata
among others.
What made Kunle a special case was that his
extraordinary love for writing was complemented with rare skill in this wise
from a very young age. Looking back on it now, the problem, apart from our
naivety as regards publication as youngsters, was that we started too young.
Kunle in fact was already light years ahead of his time by 18, having written
two or three superb novels which SHOULD have been published and celebrated.
Now, this is not looking back at the past with
rose-tinted spectacles. Kunle was the real deal; it is just that he never
received a lucky break, the fillip that all writers need to get off the ground as
it were. Kunle’s greatest moment came when at the age of 17,(we were both 17 years
old then) he and I had our manuscripts
accepted for publication by Fagbamigbe Publishers, based in Ibadan, a major
national and international publisher at the time.
Fagbamigbe Publishers was then printing and
publishing fine quality fiction written by superb wordsmiths like Loius Omotayo
Johnson, Kole Omotosho and Sola Oloyede among others, It was a heady feeling
having our books accepted for publication!
As I wrote in one of my published books, My life and Literature (2007):
“It was probably the greatest day of our lives
when Kunle and I met the editor of Fagbamigbe (Publishers) a few months later
and he told us, “We are going to publish both your novels. You boys have done
well.” To augment our joy, the then manager chipped in: “I read your
manuscripts too. You (Kunle) will be a great writer. You (Bolaji) are too
economical in your writing, but your ideas, and pace, are gripping.” Imagine
our glee!
“But alas, two years passed and the manuscripts
were not published (We were told they were being printed in England). We
continually received assurances along the way but on my part, the doubts were
surfacing. Then the publisher (owner of the firm) died (was brutally killed) and
the publishing firm folded!...The effect in particular, on Kunle was
devastating…”
(Pages 16 – 17, My Life and Literature)
Kunle and I went on to finish our tertiary
studies at the time (at Obafemi Awolowo University). Essentially starry-eyed
then, Kunle had always said to me with his lilting, humorous accent: “I am just
getting this degree for the fun of it. I don’t give a damn about it. All I want
to do is become a professional writer, living on the royalties from my published
books,”
I had flinched even at that time; realizing only
too well that this was unlikely to happen in real-life; but Kunle was an
optimist – until he could no longer take the early frustrations that form the
unsavoury warp and weft of a burgeoning writer. Yet Kunle had a zany zest for
life, for music (he was incredibly crazy over Michael Jackson at the time;
whilst I loved ABBA music in particular then). And although I loved Michael,
too Kunle would often turn on me with his histrionic, mock-anger:
“Ki lo’n se e? (What is wrong
with you?) Michael (Jackson) is the way to go…This is a boy who is worshipped
around the world…(as if I didn’t know)” Thereafter Kunle would reel out
extraordinary, updated information on the whole Jackson family including their
parents, the sisters (LaToya, Janet) to all the male children. Kunle, for some
reason was very fond of Randy (Michael’s younger brother) then.
Kunle also loved his original nuclear family. Even
before I met them he would talk about his baby brother, Biodun (Sir Ted) “the
most handsome boy in the world; the girls are in trouble!” and the baby girl,
Yetunde “so beautiful it practically hurts”. And then during one holidays I
travelled with him far far away to Kano (northern Nigeria) where their family
was based then. And I met them all; magnificent, magnanimous family. I also met
Kunle’s other younger brother, Lanre (now based in London), practical, zany,
humorous, much wiser than his years…
But back to literature. There can be no doubt
about it that if Kunle’s initial manuscript had been published by Fagbamigbe
when he was a teenager he would have gone on to become one of the continent’s
outstanding writers. That early break is very important, liminal, like an
epiphany. A case in point is Ben Okri. Very early in his career he was
frustrated by Nigerian publishers, but after moving overseas he published Flowers and Shadows at around 21 years of age…and look at him now! One of the
world’s best.
In this wise, consider other great African
writers who got published very young, and continued to grow by leaps and
bounds. Like Ghana’s Ama Ata Aidoo. Like Congo’s Kama Sywor Kamanda. Like
Zimbabwe’s legendary Tsitsi Dangarembga (world famous for Nervous Conditions, but had a play published whilst in her early
20’s)
But it was not to be for Kunle. He found himself
descending downhill whilst still very young. As I have said, he seemed to peak too early,
even before 20; or rather, the frustration at the time was too much for him to
bear which engendered transcendent bitterness, confusion, doubt, and patent disenchantment
about the unfairness of life generally. Nor did it help that Kunle destroyed
his early manuscripts decades ago in a fit of pique.
Kunle, much later on in life would derive some
vicarious satisfaction that on my own part (a literary talent much lesser than
his) I would go on to make my mark as a writer of some note. But if we are
honest and blunt, what type of satisfaction is that when his own palpable life
ambition to become a successful writer was truncated in devastating
fashion? It was also of little
consolation to Kunle that though I have published some 30 books myself till
date, I still consider myself largely as a failure.
Rest in peace, great friend…
4 comments:
A superb tribute indeed. This brings tears to one's eyes. I recollect reading about Mr Apantaku in one of Mr Bolaji's books; and critic Mzwandile Soqaga also mentions Apantaku in some of his essays. The young writers should learn from this - how difficult it was for even very talented African writers to get published many years ago. Now its so easy that youngsters can no longer even appreciate...this is just too moving...
Arguably the most powerful piece of short writing I have ever read; comes straight from the heart, a sore bleeding heart. Now we really know why Bolaji sacrificed his best years in life helping countless other writers to get published - so the the terrible pain of Mr Apantaku pushed him,! One hopes writers, the young ones will learn from this and appreciate their good fortune these days
Anguish, frustration, understandable bitterness at loss of real talent. It can be a cruel world
A beautiful tears filling tribute by Ntate Bolaji, I now understand the passion n great pen strength and the desire to help young writers to flourish into novelists & bards of great wealth of literature may his soul rest in peace.
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